Assalam :)

muda muda mudi oh muda mudi
rasa berdebar dan nakal dalam hati
melihat jejaka berlalu pergi
ingin saja ku buru hingga mati

tak tertahan suka hatiku ini
semua orang ingin aku miliki
buang saja rasa malu ketepi
kalianlah mainan sepi

oh lelaki
tapi usah kau mengharap ku tak pergi
nanti kau jua termakan hati
aku masih ingin leka dalam sandiwara
bukan untuk menjadi yang utama

serba salah ku kadang kala
tapi hidup harus gembira
maaf andai kalian menjadi mangsa
aku masih muda

Assalam :)

Right now,i'm watching kilauan emas 3,live on astro mustika hd. surprisingly,the contestants are very excellent. all of them. at first,i think mior will dominate the stage and the whole competition,but it seems very hard and very close to each other. maybe alina? idris? or maybe silah,mior's bestfriend will win the game tonight? you decide the winner. haha. (promote lah pulak)

but kilauan emas doesn't has anything to do with my long jump story. it's just as mukadimah. but seriously,my english is very terrible. i'm sorry if you can't understnd some of it because it's broken.  :-P

last monday,when i was in my way to my tuition class,i think i'm a little bit frust because i didn't involve in any sport activities and never represent my school. i regret it. skema betol lah ayat ni. mana tak nya. dengar suara raja azura kat belakang,rasa tak fokus je taip entry ni.lol.

when i was in primary 4,i think i was wearing XL size. of course! because i was big in size. not so big lah. that s0-so big only. hihi. and i was like,huh..huh..can't even run for 1 meter as fast as i could. so,i decided to attend an audition for netball team in my school. bla-bla-bla. so i got the position in the team. at first,i was just as a player whom used to sit on a bench near the field. but fortunately,my teammates seldomly didn't attend the training session,so i had been chosen to replace them lah. starting from being a goal shooter,my teacher changed my position to goal attacker (ga) because i can run and blocked people,very tricky. haha. but before i get into netball team,i was a shotput athlete. but i can't reach the best i can do,so the trainer need to eliminate me from the team because my progress became worse day by day. pity me.

so,i did the games for my netball team until i was in primary 6. until then,i was very shocked because my body became very slim. i got the best figure. wah!i'm so happy,you know. but there is one thing i don't like if i slim. it makes my face very cengkung. furthermore,my gigi is quite jongang. if u perasan lah. so,i makin mnyerlahkan keburukannya kat situ. Haiishh! but i'm still happy until lah i stop because i need to study for upsr. so,this long jump story started when i went to secondary school.

when i was in secondary school,i thought that i could be actively involved in sport. especially netball team. but however,there's a few 'busuk hati" people who always halang me from entering their team. ah,biar lah. lantak korang lah kan. i don't care you all. after then,i was being offered by my pjk teacher,mr rajak to be a "jalan kaki" athlete. i do accept the offer and go for training lah. tapi yang tak bestnya,aku nak kena training tiap petang. malam-malam aku tak leh nak study pulak. so,lama-lama aku tinggalkan macam tu jer training cikgu tu. dia pun lagi banyak atlet yang berbakat. aku tak leh. coz aku cepat semput aka nafas tak panjang. tak pasal-pasal pengsan tengah jalan.

so,masa hari sukan, pernah join long jump ni. lompat kijang and long jump biasa tu. masa tu,perut masih tak banyak lemak. so,boleh lah lompat jauh ckit. ckit lagi nak dapat number. naik podium tapi tak dapat. but i don't know why,why i stopped there? padahal aku boleh merayu kat mr rajak untuk ditrain lompat jauh. aku pun tak faham caner.

so,masa form 5 ni,nak kena involve balik cause my kokum mark not enough. lagipun,badan figur pun makin hilang. huaaa. menyesal sungguh tak involve dulu. korang jangan jadi mcm ni pulak.

bak kata pepatah,sesal dulu pendapatan,sesal kemudian tak berguna. :'(

Assalam :)
Jangan kerana nyamuk seekor,kelambu dibakar

I don't believe that I would talk about fashion tonight. Weew! As you don't know,i am kinda messy person,not high level messy but messy. You know,just that s0-s0 messy. Sorry for my terrible english. just trying to get familiar with them. i don't care if you laugh this entry but who cares? i don't care because i don't know you either. so,there's no point for me to blame you for laughing at this crappy little thing. practise makes perfect. well.. :)

it was so long since i was borned,i never talk about fashion in my blog. haha. i don't know why but i'm craving for tribal stuff. from blouses,maxi,waka-waka,coat,shawl,shoes,bag.seems like everything could be tribal-tribal-tribal. i'm so jealous when i look through magazines. there's thousand of beautiful,desiring,pleasuring design of tribal stuff. unfortunately,my current account status is RM0. the least i had was RM6,but i got it yesterday and last for about less than 10 minutes. go spend for 'pisang goreng'. no wonder lah kan..

some kind yang macam gini lah. tpi i tak suka yang berjuntai-juntai tu. kalau boleh i potong,i potong. bushing je. hah.

last week,when i wandered at Plaza Merdeka (first time i arrived there and i got my mouth watered. lol),i felt like i'm blessed. what the hell is this? lots of crazy pretty stuff. dresses. sofisticated. i don't how to tell you but i was totally overwhelming. sos. omg. the shoes! i thought Lady Gaga would buy shoes and stilettos there cause their designs were nearly suit with Gaga's image. With the "not-make-sense" high heels and brave combination of colours,i would like to say that i was also tempted. Oh dear. i'm also a woman. love all this pretty things. even pengkid would like to dress more than a boy. desire. woman possessed it more than man. the x-factor that encourages woman to study bloody harder,and get high job,get huge paids and purchases things they couldn't afford before. if they asked from man,no guarantee for them. certain man would practise what they preach,some may not. depend.

so,i've experiments a lot with my old long sleeves,and trousers,and clothes. but i don't think they suit together because the colours,shape and most important is,execution. i can't see any creative function nor unique side of them. if i wear them,i'm just busting myself infront people. better for me to stay at  home,watch tv and wear t-shirt with tracksuit. billion times better and comfortable.

in my age,most of my peers,especially my tuition classmates said that i was a couple years older than them. yet some of them know how to dress very well,very mainstream. i don't feel like want to slap them cause i think they were very cool. thanks for calling me kakak. feel proud inside. haha. but if i can,i want some advice from them. if i can. but i just very shy to ask. so i don't get anything eventhough i want it so much. jealousy attacking me! can't bear it.

are you boring?
i hope you're not cause i gotta meet the end.
keep calm and continue your precious reading.

however,the most terrible scene in this story is i have to collect money on my own to get all those stuff. there are many ways to order this kind of things. most popular is online purchasing. but they need credit card. oh hello! i'm under age so i can't! way number 1 rejected. automaticly. so,move to the next way. go to down town and survey for yourself and go buy themself. if i go there on my own,of course i will pay nearly rm20 for my go and back from downtown. crazy man! if i only have rm50 in my hands,so the rm30 what for? not enough budget. spend for only shawl and that's all. wasting lots of time,money and power. maybe if i have rm1000,i can use this way. but i don't? it's rejected. i can't wait like crazy  to collect that amount of money just to shop till i drop. well,definitely not a good choice at all. the only way i have is to work bloody hard like i mentioned before. ermm..

btw,i thanks people a lot because produce lots of panorama that i can enjoy especially in producing lots of fashion criminals. just like lady gaga. she's one of them. poor her. can't get enough fabric cause the sponsors thought that she might dirt them with chocolate ice cream. lol. haha~ just kidding.

may god bless us. do pray for unfortunate people because they need more basic things just like clothes. they don't have chance to have or even to dream their latest fashionate clothes.

last but not least,appreciate ourself.
be thankful,be grateful.
show your gratitude for better civilization progress. what??

Assalam :)

Assalam :)

Jangan kerana nyamuk seekor,kelambu dibakar,jangan kerana salah satu koding,semua kau nak padam. Ah!

Assalam :)

As if korang tengok tajuk kat atas ni pun,korang dah tahu. Camne? Aku baru-baru nak edit blog lah kiranya. Bosan gak tengok asyik putih je memanjang. So,aku decided bukak edit template. edit HTML. Sekali aku bukak,pap! Nah,amekaw!

Nape tak de tick xpand widget?

Nape ni tak macam koding yang dulu?

Nape koding ni nampak sikit?

Arr!

Stress tau. Korang yang selalu edit blog tu,aku nak mintak tolong korang sikit nih. Plis. Tolong bagi tahu camne cara nak letak,ubah koding dalam tu. Aku mintak jasa baik korang,ok?

Assalam :)


Malam ini malam yang sunyi. Cewah. Nak beromantika lah pulak. Tak adenya. Jangan harap. Malam ni,mood aku nak straight forwad jer. Tak yah mukadimah segala. Buang masa. Esok nak sekolah. Tunggu exam habis,macam haprak lamanya. 2 minggu bagaikan 2 tahun menunggu. Nasib baik ujian Sivik je lagi esok,jangan dia tanya sal PRU 13 sudah..~

Tak habis-habis sal PRU 13. stop. stop. stop.
Back to the main point.

Kenapa aku tak suka widget shoutbox. Aku sangat tak suka widget ni. Bagi aku,ini adalah satu PENYEMAKAN dalam blog aku. Dahlah blog aku ni suci mulus. Puteh memanjang. Tapi yang paling tak bagusnya pasal shoutbox ni bila :-

1. Link iklan je yang penuh dalam tu. Kalau aku tahu sapa yang letak,kang ku saman beribu riban. PENCEMARAN tau!

2. Bila blogwalking,tak nak pulak follow balik. Asyik letak link dia jer. Link aku tak nak pulak dia ikut. Terang-terang aku dah kasi tempat letak diri dia kat follower ,punya dia pandang sengkek. Ni yang buat aku geram giler. Aku ni radikal dan ekstremis sikit bila cakap sal follower. Maklum lah,aku pernah beberapa kali dikhianati blogger-blogger yang katanya nak balas jasa dan budi. Tapi habuk pun tak da.

3. Aku bukan nak cari agen barang-barangan okay? Kalau nak kasi offer tu kat orang lain,dipersilakan. Kalau kat aku,PROBIHITED.

4. Kadang-kadang aku lupa nak check shoutbox. Benda tu lah yang paling aku tak hirau. Sebab tak prihatin kot. Shoutbox sekadar penghias rupa.

5. Shoutbox kecik. Aku tak suka benda kecik. Aku suka benda yang besar-besar. Senang nak tengok. Lgi pun tulisan dia,bapak aii. Semut lagi besar rasanya. Lagipun,orang komen tulisan shoutbox aku tak nampak,tak kontras. Alah,tak yah menyusahkan diri sendiri. Remove widget. Habis cerita.

Banyak lagi sebab actually. Aku memang anti dengan shoutbox. Kalau nak kenal-kenal,komen je kat mana-mana anntri. Anntri pulak doh.  Senang jugak hati aku melihat ada orang yang sudi komen kat entry aku walaupun ianya komen blogwalking semata-mata. Huhu~

Assalam :)

Assalam :)

Hello. I am seventeen years old. I am not qualify to speak out my opinion about politic instead of being studying hard. And now,the conglomerates and international investors feel relieve. And I wonder,what will happen to us if our government for the pass 55 years was PR? What will happen though if BN continue to serve our country? I am just wondering. But for sure,it is crystal clear that our nations are in their progress to the serious cracking between races because their fanatical attitude and support to certain parties. Love our Malaysia yo. :)

Assalam :)

Hari ni mood manyak maik woo. Hihi. Kerna aku tersangat rajin nak buat tuto pulak hari ni,aku akan share kat korang tuto nak lajukan internet (kepada spa2 yang guna berukband lah).

So,achaner?

Camni lah.

1. Korang pergi butang "START" kat desktop korang.

2. Cari "Run.." dan tekan.

3. Dekat kotak search tu,korang taip "cmd". Macam nih.

Assalam :)

Alhamdulillah..dengan izin Allah,kita dipertemukan juga hari ini,dibukakan mata dan diizinkan untuk mengepost satu entry yang aku kira sangat berguna untuk kita,umat Islam.

Pada pertama kali aku membacanya,terus aku mengucapkan "MasyaAllah! Betapa aku masih jahil tentang perkara ini," Maka,atas dasar ingin menyedarkan umat Islam dan sama menyebarkan perkara ini,diharap ia bukan sahaja ditenung tetapi juga diamalkan sebagai amalan harian.

Almaklumlah,dunia kita ini semakin rosak dan tenat angkara orang-orang di dalamnya.

Assalam :)

Apa kabar korang? Eh3? Tak tolong mak kat dapur ke hari minggu ni? Kerja kite dah siap..ke ada jugak yang tengah kije kat office or somewhere else sekarang? Selamat bekerja lah untuk yang bekerja tu. Buat kije elok-elok k? Jangan curi tulang pulak. Tak baik tau. Nanti makan gaji buta,tak berkat pulak. Hihi~

Aku ada lagi satu minggu untuk tamatkan exam untuk term 1. So,memang tak sabar-sabar rasanya. Entahlah,untuk exam kali ni,rasa macam tak ready jerk sebab banyak topik yang belum cover up. Anyway,yang penting aku dah buat yang terbaik untuk capai target. Markah target memang tinggi-tinggi tapi tak ada benda yang mustahil dalam dunia kalau dengan izinNya kan,kan,kan?

Tapi,sekarang ni aku bukan nak membebel pasal exam. Ni pasal mak aku lah ni. Nak mengadu sikit kat korang.

My mother sekarang tengah pregnant. Alhamdulillah. Masuk bulan ni,dah 9 bulan dah. Aku tak tahulah sama ada aku dah share pasal benda ni kat korang sebab aku malas nak selongkar entry lama. So,kalau dah,dah lah. Kalau belum,dengar je lah,yer? This is about my mum.

So,perut pun dah memboyot-boyot. Bak sana,bak sini. Aku sendiri pun rasa berat melihatnya. Tapi itulah pengorbanan seorang ibu. Nak melahirkan anak bukanlah perkara yang senang. Nak kena pantang banyak benda takut nanti perkara tak elok terjadi pulak. Bapak nya pun kena jaga-jaga dengan perbuatan.

So,sepanjang my mother pregnant,memang banyak benda yang dia tak boleh nak buat. Sama gak lepas bersalin. Tapi yang satu ni,aku baru terdengar dia bercerita hari tu. Kalau orang lepas bersalin,tak boleh makan tebu sebab nanti akan hilang deria rasa. Tak leh nak rasa masin,manis,masam,pedas. Owh. Rupanya.
My mother ni Melanau,so kaum ni memang terkenal dengan banyak pantang larang. Mungkin aku yang bukan observer ni tak mengamati sangat,tapi bila dah rasakannya sendiri nanti,baru tahu,kot.

Aku mungkin kadang tak suka dengan bebelan dia,kadang pulak aku suka bila dia sporting nak belanja aku beli sumthing bila aku pokai. Haha. Tapi yang paling penting aku akan dapat adik baru tak lama lagi. Mungkin yang ahli yang terakhir dalam keluarga aku. Huhu. Sedihnya. ~

Assalam :)

Dekat luar hujan lebat,dekat dalam ni sejuk,kat dalam hati ni dingin pulak sebab baru bangun dari tidur terus berblogging. Masih teringat pulak kat kertas PAI yang menggugat geram dalam hatiku tadi. Kemain lagi mendera. Kenapalah kertas tu jugak yang tak cukup masa? Kenapa? Kenapa? Adakah masih belum cukup ilmu di dada? Ya,masih belum cukup ilmu di dada. Dah,jangan nak membebel. Kalau membebel,lama-lama mengarut,lain pulak jadinya. Hihi~

So,sejak aku kurang berblogging few months ni,aku rasa yang aku makin kurang kawan dalam dunia blog ni. Yang komen ada,banyak..............spam lah. Al-maklum lah ,kengkadang aku tak tahu apa yang nak ditulis dalam blog ni. Memang aku betul-betul tak tahu. Selok belok blog pun aku masih tak berapa nak arif. Yang tu,memang aku nak kena banyak lagi belajar.

Tapi,masalahnya bila aku komen kat entri orang,tinggalkan link blogwalking,yang view cuma 2-3 orang. Mana yang lain? Adakah blogger masa kini tak peka,tak prihatin sesama blogger. Aku masih boleh dikira blogger yang baru dan tak seberapa. Sebab tu lah,aku mohon supaya korang..emm,faham-faham lah.

Mungkin jugak 3/4 followers aku ni jenis yang macam aku jugak. Its ok. Aku faham. Tapi aku salute dengan seorang blogger ni. Isabel Diaz. Dia setia dan tetap komen dekat aku punya entry walaupun aku dah lama tak berblogging. Aku tak menyalahkan sesiapa dalam hal ini. Tetapi aku cuma menyuarakan rasa hati aku.

Takkan lah semua blogger adalah sama kan? So,bila diblogwalking,jangan pulak buat tak layan sebab you tu dah famous. Aku boleh menyuarakn rasa hati aku dengan nada yang lebih harsh tapi takut pulak nanti semua follower dan rakan-rakan blogger yang lain tak nak berkawan dengan aku pulak.

Aku percaya,korang pun bijak. Jadi,buatlah keputusan dalam hidup anda dengan betul dan berhemah ye?

Hiasi hari anda dengan senyuman dan have a nice day,friends!

Assalam :)

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